Wednesday, June 23, 2010

whole lotta nuttin going on

I don't even know how to put it into words. Not trying to be dramatic here, just really at a loss as to what to "update" as to where I am right now in the weight loss world. Well, I guess a good start is my weight, right? Well I'm still at 129kilos, same place I was many moons ago. Many many moons ago.

I'm still unsure as to what path I'm going to take to get myself going here. Yeah, I'm going to go to the Disorderly Eating place and talk about my feelings and all of that head stuff, but it's not like I'm going to walk in and ***woooooooooshhh*** things are going to change. I'm going to have to make other changes and I just don't feel up to the challenge right now. Yesterday, I felt fantastic, today I don't feel up for it. This is life. This is life regardless of if you're trying to lose weight, get a new job, have a kid, sell a book... no matter what else you're trying to do, you're always going to have these fantastic energetic "take on the world" days and other days where "meh, I don't have to get out of bed" becomes your motto.

I have been drinking water more often and making healthier choices for breakfast and lunch but it's those evenings... those long, drawn out, tired evenings that get me. But I don't have to tell you guys this, you know it already. You've read it already, you've experienced it yourselves some of you, you know the punchline before the joke is even told.

That's why I'm not really sure what to update because it's all pretty much been said. I'm not reinventing the wheel here.

Surely I'll feel some inspirtation to blog something better, more positive, more enlightening, more ANYTHING in the next couple of days. Surely, right?


Barbara Loure` Gunn said...

I recently went through this with my blog. I had nothing to say that I hadn't already said and I was seriously thinking of scraping the whole thing. A friend suggested that I just relax and let it be for awhile, which I did. I am slowly finding new things to write about.

The Lass said...

Same problems over here. I want to try and focus on other things beside the (not really fast moving and hence absolutely not documented) weight loss and not let myself be defined by it completely, if you know what I mean. I often stop myself from blogging cause there is no tangible progress in this area, but there are other things I could and would want to talk about, so I'll see that I just do that in future.

Darcy Winters said...

Too funny (not!). I just posted almost the exact same thing on my blog. I started it last year - couldn't stick with it. Started it again in May and a month later - (today) - I still have nothing to say. I guess we just have to take things a day at a time!

Anonymous said...

Sarah, I'm so sorry that you are having a rough time.
Since going on vacations in February and March, I've gained back about 13 pounds and feel like crap about it.
I started Weight Watchers July 6th last year and have decided that I'm hopping back on the weight loss wagon on the 6th of July this year, but without Weight Watchers this time. I'm *hoping* I can do it without them! If I find that I can't, I will re-join. This whole infertility sh!t has put a damper on things which is why I'm struggling so bad at this point in the journey.
Good Luck to you! I hope you can start feeling better about yourself soon. **HUGS**
~Dawn (10yearstoolong)
P.S. I couldn't remember my google acct info!